Don't pull the grass in order to make it grow. Mow it where it is high.

When it takes me somewhat longer to write to you, dear reader, it means that I have been experiencing some contrast that forces me to understand something new or on a deeper level. Actually, the writing of this blog was part of the contrast.
Allow me to explain.

At this moment I have got quite some projects going on (as I am sure you do to). There is one thing all of these projects have in common and that is that they are in different stages of evolving and realisation.
Some are still visions for a near or far future, some are ready to get started, some are in startup and some are in full creation, which in my case often means in full chaos ;-)

The difficulty with my personality is, that I am great in visualising, in living the dream even before it has manifested, but that I am (or was, since these new insights :-) not that great at handling the fase between the creation in my head and the actual manifestation in real life.

For those who have been following me a bit, know that writing this blog and writing my first book has been one ot the newest ideas in startup. And as always when I get excited with a new idea, I want to get started and only focus on this new thing.
But logically, a lot of my other projects still ask for my attention. The renovation of our house ( and it is a full option renovation :-), the further building of my private practice, the seminars I am already holding.
And on the other hand, new visions of the future keep on being born in my mind. Ideas about investing in projects that serve humanity, thinking abut new school systems, and how I can help people who live their passion in arts, music and dance as those are the things that have enlightened my soul for my whole life.

So you see, in my head it is very busy. And I am sure many of you can relate to that. I have been fighting a lot against the fact for instance that I had to go paint the walls in our house in these last weeks, while I would have rather been writing this blog, write on my book or work on the next seminar I am going to give.
But the result of this fighting was, that a lot of times I did neither. I did not paint my walls because I thought I had to do something else. But the fighting against it put me in such a difficult mood, that I was not able to write either, let alone write something inspiring.

So the logical thing to do, would be to make a planning. But that has never really worked for me. I tried that all to often and I don't think I have ever been able to keep my own planning for more than 3,5 hours.

So finally, last week, it dawned to me. All the things that I had ever wanted (excluding the really new visions) have manifested or are in the proces of being manifested. And the only thing that has ever made them be slow in coming, has been my own resitance. And by experiencing this last period, I realised that I was resisting again. Even worse, I was resising realities that I had consciously chosen for. I do not have the excuse anymore that there are things in my life that I have created by hasard or unconsciously. No, not at all! I was resisting exactly that what I months (or years) before had so longed for and asked for.
Sure, I did not resist them now because I really did not want them anymore. I resisted them because of 'the new thing I thought I had to be doing at this moment'.

But that is always a floud premice! You cannot be doing anything else than the thing you are doing right now!
In my practice I learn people to make peace with where they are, but I have learned this lesson on a new level for myself again.

Everything in nature, in life, in the universe grows. The only thing we have to do is invision the things we want and allow them to manifest by not resisting.

And so in this last week I painted, and scrubbed, and carried bags filled with tiles, and vacuumed, ...
And it was so much fun! Working on I manifestation that I had so much longed for!
And even more fun because I new, giving in to this, would make my next vision manifest more easily.

And so it has. Because yesterday I was painting.
And this morning I felt inspired to write.
So I did.

Have a great day of enjoying your current manifestations and great fun in imagining your next greatest vision of yourself. The universe is so intelligent to give you exactely what you want at the right time, there is no reason to doubt that.

I do not plan anymore. I look. I feel. I do.
I wish you the same.

Big kiss,

Dietrich