Why is this happening to me?

There is a very simple answer to that question:
Because you can rise above it!
People often think, that manifesting the life of their dreams means 'no more contrast'
but that is not true.
Are you still afraid of something?
No better way of letting it go, than to let it happen :-)
That doesn't mean however, that you 'have' to expierence 'bad stuff',
but if you are afraid ... you will ...
so that you can see there is nothing to be afraid of
and you can create even bigger afterwards.
Why this is happening?
Because something unconsious
some negative belief
some lingering drama
wants to be let go of
Because it is blocking you.
And you can't let go, if you don't see it
Therefore it manifests
So that you can see what you are doing internally
And do the proper adjustment in yourself
That is wat we mean with 'the world is your mirror'
an external fight is an internal fight
external miserie is internal misery
external fussing is internal fussing ...

Let us al bring it to that last level ...

Time to rise above the first two! :-)

Have a great day everybody!